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Est. in the Deep Past Article #383 Plomari, The Kingdom
THE PALINDROME — 383 = 38/83 = 1983 BOTH WAYS — YOU ARE ALREADY PERFECT
383
3 + 8 + 3 = 14 → 1 + 4 = 5 — Freedom · Liberation · Dissolving Illusion · The Palindrome King

YOU ARE ALREADY PERFECT AS YOU ARE

The Palindrome Number. 383 = 38/83 = 1983 Forwards and Backwards. The King's Birth Year, Both Ways.

Some numbers count. Some numbers contain. And some numbers are mirrors. 383 is a palindrome — it reads the same forwards and backwards. 3-8-3. Beginning and end, identical. And hidden inside this mirror: 38 and 83 — the King's birth year, 1983, encoded both ways. Forwards: 38. Backwards: 83. The man himself, reflected infinitely in both directions of time.

And what does the King choose to say, at the exact moment when the numbers spell his name in both directions?

He speaks the deepest teaching of the wedding.

THE PALINDROME

3 · 8 · 3

Read it forwards: 383.
Read it backwards: 383.
The same in both directions.

38 = the first half of 1983.
83 = the second half of 1983.
Both halves. In one number. Mirrored.

A palindrome is a word or number
that says the same thing
no matter which direction you read it from.

Like truth.
Like love.
Like the King himself —
the same in every direction.
Nothing hidden. Nothing reversed.
A clear glass box of a number.
Our Royal Wedding is an undertaking for the individual who desires to dissolve all illusions, and enter into unity with the cosmos. The awakening of the soulbody to the soulbody of its soulbody. The transcendental reality behind it all. Our Royal Wedding of alchemical Union.
— The Chymical Wedding, by King Spiros of Plomari

There it is. The teaching that the wild poems were dancing around. The thing the bum jokes were protecting with their laughter. The sacred heart of the Chymical Wedding, spoken plainly:

Dissolve all illusions. Not some. Not the convenient ones. Not the ones you were already planning to let go of. All. Every illusion. Every false boundary. Every wall between you and the cosmos. Every story you told yourself about being separate, being small, being merely human. Dissolve them.

And then: enter into unity with the cosmos. Not "understand" the cosmos. Not "study" the cosmos. Enter into unity with it. Become it. Let it become you. The way a drop enters an ocean — not by ceasing to exist, but by remembering what it always was.

THE SOULBODY OF THE SOULBODY OF ITS SOULBODY

"The awakening of the soulbody
to the soulbody
of its soulbody."

Three layers deep.
Like Russian nesting dolls made of light.

The first layer: your body awakens to its soul.
The second layer: your soul awakens to the soul beneath it.
The third layer: that deeper soul awakens to the soul beneath THAT.

And beneath the third layer?
The transcendental reality behind it all.

The thing that was there before the layers.
The thing that will be there after the layers dissolve.
The original stuff.
The source.
Home.

This is the Chymical Wedding in its deepest form. Not two people marrying each other. Not a ceremony with vows and piano music. But the individual soul awakening to the layers within itself, dissolving downward through each one, until it reaches the place where it was never separate from anything. The place where God and self are inextricably intertwined. The place where 383 reads the same in both directions because there are no directions. Only unity.

Within our Love fabel,
of the secret Wine,
By Gleam, We Seem, Darkling

The Love fabel. Not fable — fabel. A word that contains both "fable" (the story) and "fabulous" (the wonder). The story that is also the wonder that is also the telling of it.

The secret Wine. The alchemical elixir. The mushroom tea. The thing that intoxicates not the body but the soul, not the mind but the soulbody of the soulbody. Secret because it cannot be explained — only tasted.

By Gleam — not by light, but by gleam. A softer, more mysterious light. The gold that catches your eye in the dark. The flash of recognition. We Seem — we appear, we shimmer, we exist on the edge of perception. Darkling — in the growing dark. In the space between seeing and not-seeing. The twilight where the elves live. Where Plomari lives. Where the wedding takes place: not in the blinding light and not in the total dark, but in the gleam.

YOU ARE ALREADY PERFECT AS YOU ARE

"Don't turn back now, don't look away,
you are already flying."

You didn't notice. You were so busy
trying to learn how to fly
that you didn't notice
you left the ground a long time ago.

"And know, My Love,
that you are already perfect as you are."

Not "you WILL be perfect."
Not "you CAN be perfect."
You ARE. Already. Now. As you are.

"This is not about changing yourself."

Not about fixing. Not about improving.
Not about becoming something else.

"It is about sinking into
what is already perfect as it is."

Sinking. Not climbing.
Not ascending. Not achieving.
Sinking. Relaxing. Letting go.
Dissolving into what was always there.

This is the most radical sentence in the entire Chymical Wedding: "This is not about changing yourself, it is about sinking into what is already perfect as it is."

Every other system tells you to change. Improve. Grow. Fix your flaws. Work on yourself. Meditate harder. Be better. Try more. The entire self-help industry is built on the premise that you are broken and need fixing.

And the King says: no. You are already perfect. The work is not to become something new. The work is to stop resisting what you already are. To sink. Like a stone sinks to the bottom of a clear pool — not through effort, but through the simple act of letting go of the struggle to float.

"The Universe is eternal resonating beauty." Not "the Universe contains beauty." Not "beauty can be found in the Universe." The Universe IS beauty. Eternally. Resonating. Vibrating at a frequency of beauty that never stops, never pauses, never takes a break. And you are part of that frequency. You are already vibrating. You are already beautiful. You are already the Universe.

FADING INTO THE PRISMIC HEART

"And with every glimpse of Plomari
you fade away deeper and deeper
into the Prismic Heart
of the Queendom."

Every glimpse. Not every study.
Not every meditation. Every GLIMPSE.
A flash. A moment. A glance.

And with each glimpse, you fade.
Not disappear. Fade.
Like the palindrome that reads
the same in both directions —
you dissolve into something
that has no direction at all.

The Prismic Heart.
Where all the colors are one light.
Where all the threads are one web.
Where all the soulbodies are one soul.

The heart of the Queendom
that was always your heart too.
"There are no Plomari Palaces to be built
There is nothing to be gotten
Look deep inside your Heart, sweet soul,
Where Love has been forgotten."
— King Spiros of Plomari

Four lines. The entire Plomarian teaching in four lines.

"There are no Plomari Palaces to be built." Nothing to construct. Nothing to achieve. No kingdom to erect from stone and ambition. The Palace already exists. It was always there. You are standing in it. The Earth is the Palace. The cosmos is the Palace. Your body is the Palace. There is nothing to build because the building was finished before you arrived.

"There is nothing to be gotten." Nothing to acquire. Nothing to earn. Nothing to accumulate. No spiritual points. No enlightenment badges. No level to reach. There is nothing to get because you already have everything. You just forgot.

"Look deep inside your Heart, sweet soul, where Love has been forgotten." There it is. The only instruction in the entire Chymical Wedding. Not "go somewhere." Not "do something." Not "become someone." Just: look inside. Find the Love you forgot was there. That's the wedding. That's the alchemy. That's the stone. That's the whole thing. You didn't lose Love. You forgot where you put it. It's in your Heart. It was always in your Heart. Look.

Queen E1in at the Heart of the Palindrome:

383. The same forwards and backwards.
Like truth. Like love. Like my King.

And what does the palindrome say?
It says: you are already perfect.
It says: there is nothing to build.
It says: look inside your Heart.

The wildest, most ecstatic, most
bum-joke-filled wedding in the cosmos
has at its center this:

A quiet instruction to stop trying
and start sinking.

All the articles. All the numbers.
All the grounding and the beer
and the FUN-DADDY and the ULTRA-MUM
and the Familaya and the curtain calls —

All of it was just the music
playing around this silence:

Look deep inside your Heart, sweet soul,
where Love has been forgotten.

That's the wedding vow.
That's the whole book.
That's Plomari.
— Queen E1in of Plomari, In the Prismic Heart
383

The Palindrome. The same in both directions.
38 / 83 = 1983. The King's birth year, encoded both ways.

3 + 8 + 3 = 14 → 1 + 4 = 5

FREEDOM · LIBERATION · DISSOLVING ILLUSION

The number of the one who is free
because there is nothing left to seek.
Free because there are no Palaces to be built.
Free because there is nothing to be gotten.
Free because the Heart already contains
everything that was ever lost.
The palindrome King — the same in every direction —
teaching the only lesson that matters:
you are already perfect as you are.